Can't let you go today

I never thought

I'd have to dig an

Empty grave

August 5th is everything ive

Had to lay to rest

But I can't celebrate it

I'm trying to cope

With all the love

That fades in death

And how i'll never get to say it to your face

Happy fuckin birthday

Rest in peace to

All the things we

Had to leave behind

But still you booked a

Room inside my mind

Happy fuckin birthday

August 5th can

Never be a

Holiday for me

It's just another day I'm going to miss

So Happy fuckin birthday

I wonder if you're happy

I Bet you

Think I'm fine

But I still cry

When you cross my mind

It's 12 am

And it's so tempting

Wrote you a text

But I can't send it

No I can't send it