F***s Me Up

So I woke up from a fever dream

You were next to me

Didn't feel like it was wrong

Venus and Mercury

What do you want from me?

You stopped texting me

Every time I felt alone

Why do I miss your smile

When it was never mine?

You're so vain, overdramatic

Unascending

I get it

Looks good being independent

Looks good hitting four defences now

Don't you know it fucks me up?

I meant it

When I said you were pretentious

When you left me in the trenches now

And don't you know it fucks me up?

Don't you know it fucks me up?

Yeah, don't you know it fucks me up?

My sister said we were a sinking boat

I guess it's for the best that you fucked off

Left me alone

I trusted you with all my heart

We erased it from the stars

Wish I don't fuck you

And go write a happy song

I get it

Looks good being independent

Looks good hitting four defences now

Don't you know it fucks me up?

I meant it

When I said you were pretentious

When you left me in the trenches now

And don't you know it fucks me up?

Why'd you leave me?

She's so basic

I'm in stasis

Yeah, it really fucks me up

God, if this does things boys tell me

It's not healthy

No, it really fucks me up

I get it

Looks good being independent

Looks good hitting four defences now

Don't you know it fucks me up?

I meant it

When I said you were pretentious

When you left me in the trenches now

And don't you know it fucks me up?

Don't you know it fucks me up?

Don't you know it fucks me up?

Don't you know it fucks me up now?

Don't you know it fucks me up?