Painting the Roses Red

When I wake up, I'm still confused Of if I'd be okay without you When I wake up, I wonder now If I'm enough for your love Or if I'm second to someone Oh, cause I know that I'm not much Oh, But I know you have my love So tell me to stay and I'll stay for a while It's been hurting me just trying to see you smile And it has for a while And I don't wanna play pretend Like I haven't been painting the roses red It holds me in a grip The love that I don't want to slip But I hold on to what's been gone for so long And I wonder when I became a fool And as the knot tightens And my body goes lifeless I wonder where I went wrong Oh, cause I know that I'm not much Oh, But I know you have my love So tell me to stay and I'll stay for a while It's been hurting me just trying to see you smile And it has for a while And I don't wanna play pretend Like I haven't been painting the roses red You said that when I went away you lost your purpose And I'm the reason you feel worthless But I swear it wasn't on purpose I guess I just blame it all on the roses