Fuck’s sake,

I think my brain could lately use a software update

I can’t remember the last night I wasn’t up late

I think my doctor meant a different drug

Than what my friends do at clubs

When they said to uptake

Tough break, but sometimes we gotta catch ‘em

‘Cause life is way too clever, she don’t work how we imagine

Back then I only wiped a tear when it had come from laughing

Sometimes I look around and ask what happened, yeah

These days, I barely open up my Instagram

These days, my serotonin comes in milligrams

Lay awake, as I’m staring at my ceiling fan

Just like the thoughts inside my head, the spinning never ends

Oh-oh-oh,

It can get hard to breathe,

And then my heart starts to bleed,

Turn my brain off

Oh-oh-oh

I can’t control part of me,

So hit Ctrl-Alt-Del

Turn my brain off

Just wait,

Let me close out some tabs

Too many open in my mind, I think my system might crash

It’s hard to live inside the moment when you froze on the past

What if I don’t want the answers to the questions I have?

Like, OCD ADHD

Thank you random PhD

Overthink, overdrink, someone check my BAC

What I know, up in smoke, someone roll the THC

I must’ve missed the wake-up call, my phone on DND

These days, I barely open up my Instagram

These days, my serotonin comes in milligrams

Lay awake, as I’m staring at my ceiling fan

Just like the thoughts inside my head, the spinning never ends

These days, I barely open up my Instagram

These days, my serotonin comes in milligrams

Lay awake, as I’m staring at my ceiling fan

Just like the thoughts inside my head, the spinning never ends

Oh-oh-oh,

It can get hard to breathe,

And then my heart starts to bleed,

Turn my brain off

Oh-oh-oh

I can’t control part of me,

So hit Ctrl-Alt-Del

Turn my brain off

Oh-oh-oh,

It can get hard to breathe,

And then my heart starts to bleed,

Turn my brain off

Oh-oh-oh

I can’t control part of me,

So hit Ctrl-Alt-Del

Turn my brain off