歌詞
Dull as endless thunder I'm still stuck living here
I run around all wet keyed up real drunk, too scared to fear
I hated days but nights hate me they won't ever let me sleep
My body expands my soul contracts, forget how to speak
I watch through a window at my life
It seems to function but who's driving this shitty car
Round this shitty town
With these shitty people all around
I thought I made my peace but there's too many bows to break
I'm so tired of listening to the waves sigh and ache
I stocked up on wisdom but it's just a list of who I've made
Still begging for the sun before my anger energy fades
You left me a widow in my life
Except not a widow, you're alive
With your shitty car in that shitty town
Sleep with shitty girls 'cause they're all around
And all the broken faces scattered 'round like discarded jigsaw bits
Thrown in a tantrum 'cause I couldn't force them all to fit
Well, I dream of willows in the night
My story's tiresome but it's mine
It's my shitty folks
And my shitty job
And my shitty anxious
Billowing all around
Well, you're all over and I don't regret a thing
No longer interested to talk with you
Well, her and her friends aren't fit to lick up after me
Yeah, I know I'm angry, why aren't you?
Round every corner somebody's trying to get me
Maybe I'm just paranoid like mum
Well, it hurts too much, I'll just run in with arms swinging
And if you're in the way, it's your fault if you get punched
Written by: Sarah Mary Chadwick