Not There

'Cause I'm not there when you're alone

It took us years to build this home

I know you still feel that I'll go

But I can't do this on my own (Hello?)

Nothing ever fits right

Life's a baggy T-shirt

Wanna live the fast life

Get up off the bleachers

I need more than what's here

Looking out of windows

Bus rides and Ubers

Dreaming 'bout a new life

Whipping Dodge Challengers

I need more than what's here

Wanna ink up my skin, I don't wanna link with my friends no more

Looking within I don't think I can pretend, oh Lord

I hate who I've been, I don't think we're gonna get along

Do you?

Wanna park up at midnight, we can turn off the headlights

Remember the better days, forget 'bout our damn lives

'Cause nothing seems better than this forever

But I'm gone right now and you know

That I'm not there when you're alone

It took us years to build this home

I know you still feel that I'll go

But I can't do this on my own

Took off with five hundred dollars and never came back

I still got five hundred dollars like nothing changed

But you could offer me a milly to go back five years and I'd

Still be here

So hold my heart like you hold my hand

Care for the soul like you care for the world

Say my name like it needs to be said

I took your love and let it get to my head

So what's the moral, babe?

The silver lining to heartbreak

A happy ending, a sunny day

The story so far, it won't change, no way

I don't wanna drink with my friends no more and my lungs are getting sore

I put down the bottle now, I'm breaking a family curse

You know who said it first, love is a deadly verb

We'll say it anyway and act like it doesn't hurt

'Cause all I've ever known is the road though

A box of memories to keep me on the go

I've been putting out my ciggies on this polo

I wish you never met the person that you know

'Cause I'm not there when you're alone

It took us years to build this home

I know you still feel that I'll go

But I can't do this on my own

Took off with five hundred dollars and never came back

I still got five hundred dollars like nothing changed

But you could offer me a milly to go back five years and I'd

Still be here

'Cause I'm not there when you're alone

It took us years to build this home

I know you still feel that I'll go

But I can't do this on my own (Hello?)

Took off with five hundred dollars and never came back

I still got five hundred dollars like nothing changed

But you could offer me a milly to go back five years and I'd

Still be here