The sun keeps rising but it don't shine

Still don't know why God had to take mine

I'm tryna smile but my heart is crying

Cause I'm going through it

I'm going through it

I said I'm going through it

I do my best to hide my distress

But I'm going through it

Been more than a year but I

Still can't believe that I

I cannot see you, I cannot hear you

I had to say goodbye

I wish it was a lie

Too young to be in the sky

God knows I miss you, so hard without you

Got no more tears to cry

And I swear I'm trying, I'm trying not to be mad,

Yeah I'm trying to understand

The life choices you made and it's hard

It's so hard, so hard

I close my eyes and I see it

Makes me so sick to stomach

So bad but I wish it wasn't you

I really been going through it

The sun keeps rising but it don't shine

Still don't know why God had to take mine

I'm in the darkness looking for light

Cause I'm going through it

I'm going through it

I said I'm going through it

I do my best to hide my distress

But I'm going through it

Blood of my blood, flesh of my flesh

They even said that we had the same face

I lost my cousin, my brother

From that there's no getting better

No one ever has enough guardian angels

But I could've done without you in my

In my constellations

I know you got me tho, I know you with me tho

I feel alone all the time but I know you with me bro

And I keep dreamin' about, the day I let your ashes go

We were supposed to have more time

You were always there through all the grind

Couldn't wait for you to see me shine

I promise I will make you proud

The sun keeps rising but it don't shine

Still don't know why God had to take mine

My eyes are dry but my soul is drowning

Cause I'm going through it

I'm going through it

I said I'm going through it

I do my best to hide my distress

But I'm going through it

I miss you so much

We miss you so much

There's a part of me that still refuses to believe

That's the part that hurts the most

But sometimes I laugh,and I hear your voice

Sometimes I look at myself and I see you

That's when I know you're still here

Making sure I stay on track

Imma do it, for you, I promise, Imma do it

In loving memory of Theo

A son, a brother, a cousin, a friend, an inspiration

I love you