Paralyzed

Every day's a vicious cycle and I'm stuck on repeat

I've been overmedicating, waiting, praying for peace

I guess it's death or deliverance, but it's not up to me

'Cause the devil's dealing cards and he's playing for keeps

Night after night, hear my soul keep saying

"Fight for your life", but my will feels wasted

Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm

Paralyzed

Out of body and out of mind, I'm lost in the fight or flight

Terrified

Think that I might be out of time, now I need a lifeline, I'm calling

Somebody please make me believe I can breathe

I try to scream, is this a dream

Or am I paralyzed?

Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm

Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm

Wish I could say that it's denial, that it's not what it seems

Starts with dopamine deficiency and ends in defeat

Adrenaline kicks in once again, never gonna win, it depletes me

Then anxiety sets in and pretends that I can't beat this disease, I'm still here

Night after night, hear my soul keep saying

"Fight for your life", but my will feels wasted

Night after night, oh, I'm losing patience

Fight for your life, it's the war I'm waging

Paralyzed

Out of body and out of mind, I'm lost in the fight or flight

Terrified

Think that I might be out of time, now I need a lifeline, I'm calling

Somebody please make me believe I can breathe

I try to scream, is this a dream

Or am I paralyzed?

Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm

Pinned down, tied up, I've sealed my fate

The perfect murder

With my own blade

With my own blade

Paralyzed

Out of body and out of mind, I'm lost in the fight or flight

Terrified

Think that I might be out of time, now I need a lifeline, I'm calling

Somebody please make me believe I can breathe

I try to scream, is this a dream

Or am I paralyzed?

Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm

Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm

Paralyzed