You don't have to tell me I don't fit in

I know that by now

It's hard to be comfortable in my own skin

I'm always on the outside

Looking in

And missing things

I'm always in my head about it

And I don't want to care

But I'd do

Anything to feel less uncool

I'm tired of feeling like there's something wrong with me

The way I act, the words I speak

I don't want to care

But I do

You don't have to say it, I can see it

In the pictures I'm not in

I go over every detail like an analyst

And you call me a friend

So why don't I feel okay just being me

Like I need to change so I'd belong

And god I hate the way you made me hate myself

For so long

And I don't want to care

But I'd do

Anything to feel less uncool

I'm tired of feeling like there's something wrong with me

The way I act, the words I speak

I don't want to care

But I do

But I do

(I don't want to care but

I don't want to care but

I don't want to care but

I don't want to care but

I don't want to care but

I don't want to care but

I don't want to care but

I don't want to care...)

I don't want to care

But I'd do

Anything to feel less uncool

I'm tired of feeling like there's something wrong with me

The way I am, or who I want to be

I don't want to care

But I do

No I don't, I don't

I don't want to care

But I'd do

Anything to feel less uncool

I'm tired of feeling like there's something wrong with me

The way I act, the words I speak

I don't want to care

But I do

But I do