Highs

I’ve been trapped in hollows

blue pill easily swallowed

all that I’ve been longing for

is hurting me, I know

I fail to say no

feels like I’m stranded all day long

on a haven of dark and light

my desert zone

Oh, I’ve tried to grow

But these crushing lows

They go where I go

As far as I know

You’re passing me by

like I’m last in line

I’ve found truth in lies

and flashing highs

Whenever they sweep away

my terrors, my ego’s safe

As long as they ease old pains

I forget I’m on drugs

I wanted to let go

Can’t come alive

When reality likes

To make me

go insane

Playing games

leading double lives

so I float in these heights

my hunger feeds lies

I remember those times

when I said

I won’t be fading

You’re passing me by

like I’m last in line

I’ve found truth in lies

and flashing highs

Whenever they sweep away

my terrors, my ego’s safe

As long as they ease old pains

I forget I’m on drugs

I wanted to let go

my terrors, my ego’s safe

As long as they ease old pains

I forget I’m on drugs

I wanted to let go