I don't mind it

I lost control of myself, there's no love left

I don't mind it

I've waited so long

And now it's all gone, all gone

Living in sin

Under your skin

Stab through the layers, feel like a syringe

I'm going in

Leave my imprint

Struggled so much now I'm pulling the pin

I am so done with the hatred

I have been impatient

The pain always comes from within

Not moving an inch

Everything's about to break

Yeah, every little step I take

Tell me did I lose control

Tell me did I lose control

And when everything's about to break

After every little step I take

Tell me did I lose control

Tell me did I lose control

And when everything's about to break

It feels like I get stepped on

I get caught in my bad thoughts

Does it help to keep myself locked up?

I guess not

Trapped in this cycle

I lost my mind and it's terrifying

Dying inside, I start to get suicidal

But I can say that I don't think I made a mistake

Setting it straight

I will continue, no matter the stakes

Sick of collateral damage

The fact of the matter remains

Why do I fight what I'm feeling

Create all these demons?

I'm tired of playing these games, yeah

I'm counting the days

Everything's about to break

Yeah, every little step I take

Tell me did I lose control

Tell me did I lose control

And when everything's about to break

After every little step I take

Tell me did I lose control

Tell me did I lose contro-tro-tro-trol

(Everything's about to break)

Stuck on repeat and still get defeated

It's messed up

Feel so mistreated

What is the secret to self-love?

My fear is feeding the demons

They're seeking fresh blood

This fucking feeling is never getting the best of me

Best of me!

Why am I not alright?

Why am I so fucking blind?

Why can't I see that I must leave it all behind?

I'm ready to let it all go

No more complaining, I'm starting to grow, yeah

Burn all my bridges and bear to witness them glow up

Break!

Yeah, every little step I take

Tell me did I lose control

Tell me did I lose control

And when everything's about to break

After every little step I take

Tell me did I lose control

Tell me did I lose control

And when everything's about to break