Born To Be Broken

I bow down to hunger, and I'm poisoned by sex

My mind can't tell the difference between a phone screen and the girl in my bed

I'm full of hate 'cause my brain won't stop replaying all my regrets

Spend my days mixing, overthinking with drinking

'Til I'm lost in my head

I was born to be broken, never stood a chance

Tried crawling out, but the closer I get

The walls just grow higher, so I just let go

My home's at the bottom with mom and dad, both

We smoke all our cigarettes and curse at the sun

It seems like it shines down on everyone but us

I bow down to hunger, and I'm swallowed by sleep

But I'm scared to death, if God's real, he'll have mercy on everyone but me

What if I never become father I wished mine would be

And what if I do everything to change and can't escape the worst versions of me

I was born to be broken, and I never stood a chance

Tried crawling out, but the closer I get

The walls just grow higher, so I just let go

My home's at the bottom with mom and dad, both

So we smoke all our cigarettes and curse at the sun

Seems like it shines down on everyone but us

I was born

Born to be broken

I was born

Born to be broken

So pour down a double, 'cause I ain't got healthcare

Fill up my lungs with anything but fresh air

I drown in caffeine to flip off the nightmares

Tomorrow I'll change, Lord, I swear but tonight

Pour down a double, 'cause I ain't got healthcare

Fill up my lungs with anything but fresh air

Drown in caffeine to flip off the nightmares

Tomorrow I'll change, Lord, I swear

So pour down a double, 'cause I ain't got healthcare

Fill up my lungs with anything but fresh air

Drown in caffeine to flip off the nightmares

Tomorrow I'll change, Lord, I swear

I was born

Born to be broken

I was born

Born to be broken