Checking In; Checking Out

I've arrived

Hiding in plain sight

Focus on my eyes

And try to read my mind

There's a voice in my head, spinning, listening to that mysterious sound

And I get overwhelmed I'm convinced I should have just checked out by now, bye now

Here we are

And it's all in my head everything you said

And I need to come up for air to really see what's there

And it's all in my head everything unsaid

Checking in, checking out

I know what I want

But it's scary to hold on

There's a voice in my head, spinning, listening to that mysterious sound

And I get overwhelmed I'm convinced I should have just checked out by now, bye now

Here we are

And it's all in my head everything you said

And I need to come up for air to really see what's there

And it's all in my head everything unsaid

And it's all in my head everything you said

Here we are

And I need to come up for air to really see what's there

Should I choose to ignore that I don't feel anymore?

To starve my thoughts until there's no words at all?