Welcome to My Brain

You may say that I’m perfect and believe that I’m the next best thing

or that I kinda suck

My ears will swallow up but my brain will spit it out, a pile of words I won’t be

picking up

‘Cause I’m already doubting the next thing

I just wanna be carefree existing

But the wires in my veins are programmed in a way that nothing’s ever good

enough

No nothing’s ever good enough

Welcome to my brain

My matter over mind brain

My make it or you die brain

Always playing with fire brain

Welcome to my brain

My never satisfied brain

My I’m falling behind brain

Always scared of the highs brain

Did I push you away? Am I too blue for your taste?

Did I make you wish I’d bitten my tongue?

I’m in a staredown with pain, hearing it whisper my name

‘Wouldn't it be safer to mess up?’

‘Cause I already play down my own wins, maybe I’m bad at existing

But the wires in my veins are programmed in a way that nothing’s ever good

enough

Welcome to my brain

My matter over mind brain

My make it or you die brain

Always playing with fire brain

Welcome to my brain

My never satisfied brain

My I’m falling behind brain

Always scared of the highs brain

I framed all my dreams but I hung them on paper thin walls

I can’t look too long at them thinking of anything other than how they’ll eventually

fall

Welcome to my brain

My sleepless every night brain

My way too fucking shy brain

Always scared of goodbye brain