I don't know what I am doing

Do I even really know who I am?

Sometimes it feels like I am just floating

No place to go no one who understands

Spend a lot of time on my front porch

Thinking of the ways I could be better

There must be a good reason that you let me down

But I can't help but feel like there was too much pressure

Just pour another round

I'm trying not to drown

Please someone pull me out

Today I got dumped by my fake boyfriend

He told me that I wasn't stimulating enough

But how can you know that if you don't know me?

You never took the time to really see

And now I'm going out on a Monday night

Slowly losing all my grip on reality

I'm guessing all of this just takes time

But I don't have the patience to do anything right

Just pour another round

I'm trying not to drown

Please someone pull me out

Cause I love to fly

But I just wanna come down

Ohh let me down

Let me down

Want to come down

Pull me out

Nothing ever lasts forever

Nothing ever lasts forever

Nothing ever lasts forever

What goes up always has to come down