Yeah, I'm stuck in my head, can't escape it

Mirror shows a face, but I fucking hate it

Every step outside feels so dangerous

Lucid thoughts, but the fear is contagious

Fuck the world, they don't care if I'm breathing or not

They'd rather see me dead than believe I'm a being

Walk outside, and it's hate that I'm greeting

Every stare's a threat, and my soul keeps bleeding

Body's my prison, but they're the wardens

Chained to their rules, yeah, I feel like I'm foreign

Judge me for my truth, call it their distortion

Their words hit harder than a blade's proportion

I'm scared to speak, scared to move, scared to live

They call me a freak, and they'll never forgive

I don't fit their mold, so they tighten the grip

Every slur they spit cuts deeper than a whip

I'm fucking losing it, drowning in my fear

They'd rather kill me than see me appear

I'm stuck in this nightmare, the hate's so near

Lucid thoughts screaming, "You're not wanted here"

Wake me up, I'm scared of the violence

Every word they say feels like sirens

Insecure, yeah, my pride's been silenced

Lucid thoughts, I'm afraid of defiance

Every catcall feels like a fucking warning

Every shove's a threat that I won't see the morning

Why the fuck do I have to beg for my breathing?

Like my existence is a crime they're policing

You don't know my struggle, don't call it a phase

Every day's a war, but I'm stuck in the maze

They laugh at my pain, they spit in my face

Like I don't deserve even a goddamn place

Fucking scared to love, scared to trust

When the world sees me as a pile of dust

Scared to exist in a skin they disgust

Lucid thoughts screaming, "They'll kill you, just hush"

So Lucid

So Lucid

So Lucid

So Lucid

So Lucid

So Lucid

(Just let me be.. )