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All in my head

You think it's all in my head

I think I'm close to the truth

But you keep me blind

It's just game you won't lose

I blame myself

For Holding on too long to your words

People told me I'd end up hurt

Sow my wounds with salt; it won't help

You (can)

Make me whole

Take this loss

You (can)

Keep me silent

It's easy to lie

Maybe I should make it hard for you

Blow it up so you can't run from it

Is that what you secretly

Want from me?

Now you get to play

Down your part in it

So many moments asking why

Now you may never have to face it

Over here hoping for a sign

But running out of ways to chase it

So much wasted

I can't say

But I guess it's only fair

That you make the amendments

Or say that you didn't

Even if it doesn't change things

I don't make the rules

But I'll face them

Say that you

Will make that move

You (can)

Make me whole

Take this loss

You (can)

Keep me silent

It's easy to lie