The Walls Within

This is a realization!

Staring into the void

These dark thoughts implode from the inside

Of ideals that I thought I knew

The darkest parts of my heart

Inject the ice in my veins

And now I cant feel anything!

The cycle repeats itself in my head again!

So whats the point in forgiveness?

Why should I cut myself any slack?

You all hold short comings against me

Say empathy's what I lack

So why the fuck are we kidding?

Can we please stop wasting my time?

I'm so sick of you two faced fucks

You chase all the clout that's online

Predators a wolf in sheeps clothing

Preying on what you call "weak"

Come close and let me rip out your throat

Dont you worry

Ill keep flashing my teeth

This is a realization, of staring into the void!

These dark thoughts implode from the inside

Of ideals that I thought I knew

No longer full of morals

Jsut pity and fucking regret

Once again I am left here with nothing

Once again I believe theres nothing left

Watch me bleed!

And realize I have nothing left

Watch me bleed!

And stare in awe at the beauty of my death

I was born into a world that didnt want me here

Spit on and broken, my demons have spoken

Now all I see is the void

Lost with no direction

Hell is where I lay

Sinking and falling, the monsters are calling

My mind starts to rot and decay

Decay!

Decay!

Decay!

I swore to myself I wouldn't end up this way!

SHH