I Know You Hate Me

I thought we finished but we only went back to the start

You said you’re different while you’re leaving me here with a scar

So now you’re walking out the door and you slam it shut?

You left the damage in the air screaming “Is this love?”

So make me fall apart again

I know that you hate me

So set my heart to flames

It’s easier said than done

You said it was all for fun

Now I know you hate me

So break my heart to pieces

To pieces

Now I’m wasted on the floor and it’s all my fault

Close calls, withdrawals from the pain in my heart

I told my self I’d get better and I’d quit leaving marks

But every time I look in my reflection I just play the part

And I’m tired of feeling like nobody feels like me

I’m battling the mirror fearing all the sides I see

I feel awake when I’m asleep but I don’t sleep at night

I had to switch my fucking meds to get the dosage right

I thought we finished but we only went back to the start

Ripping us apart, till we’re buried and gone

I got this pit inside my stomach I wasn’t thinking much of it

Till my mama told me everything was wrong

It goes up, down, left, right, every time

I need a fucking chin check

Fist fight, with myself inside

And I’m eating me alive, so it’s harder to survive

I’m past the point of feeling like I’m fine, bitch

So make me fall apart again

I know that you hate me

So set my heart to flames

It’s easier said than done

You said it was all for fun

Now I know you hate me

So break my heart to pieces

To pieces

(I know you hate me)

I know you hate me

(I know you hate me)

I know you hate me

(Fuck)

I know you hate me

(I know you hate me)

I know you hate me

(That is fucked up)