Swallow

All this shame

I just need to let some time pass

I convince

Myself you wouldn't care if I died

All the while

You've done nothing but love me

It doesn't all have to be such a big deal now

It's unfair to you, baby

You don't have to say it

It's like cutting up waves

When you're talking to me

But I'm surrendering it all

Sweetheart you can just take it

I'm lying on you the way I would in the sea

So keep me afloat or swallow me

I see you in my dreams

Where you hold me until I fall asleep

In others you're fucking other people

But it's not your fault

Trust me, I get it if you're offended

When I don't believe you

Despite my fear

You can see me if you want to

My skin is crawling

Warning me about you

But I'll show you my body and everything that's ever happened to it

So either feel me up or reel me in