If I Run

Past the struggles of the ones I know

Past the hurt with eyes and ears held closed

Moving quickly through the storm

Numb and freezing, I feel lukewarm

Thinking if I run

I will end up in some arms

Hoping that they're your arms

I just want to feel again

Blinders up and gaze averted down

The train my thought is on is fear-bound

The world is a centrifuge spinning

And the only thing I see is

Me

Thinking if I run

I will end up in some arms

Hoping that they're your arms

I just want to feel again

To reach out

To see out

To step outside could be the end of me

To reach out

To see out

To step outside

Taking a deep breath

Worries pound right through my chest

I will open my eyes

Its ok to feel again