歌詞
No one fucks as good as I do
With my head
Don't need somebody else to
Ruin my day
The smallest inconvenience
Makes me questioning my sense
Will this shit ever gonna end?
Little me would be so sad
High on hopes
Now i'm high on tears instead
Well that's how it can go
Promised her to make her proud
Someone special, strong and loud
Oh what a shame, I feel so down
And everytime I hurt myself
I hurt this child as well
A thought that caught me
But I do it anyway
Now I'm crying on trains
Drinking on playgrounds
What happened to Sunny?
Where did growing up go wrong?
Having a bad day since three years
Existential crisis is real
I'm drinking on playgrounds
What happened to Sunny?
Where did growing up go wrong?
Having a bad day since three years
Quaterlife crisis is real
Lost the sparkle in her grey-blue eyes
No miracles
Santa's dead and Disney lies
The world is unfair and cold
Used to feel so warm inside
Now I'm freezing all the time
Waiting for spring to arrive
Little me would get so mad
If she could see
I crashed her plans, became a wreck
She deserved to gleam
Used to play Lego on the floor
Now I lie there with dark thoughts
This cannot go on
And everytime I hurt myself
I hurt this child as well
A thought that caught me
But I do it anyway
Now I'm crying on trains
Drinking on playgrounds
What happened to Sunny?
Where did growing up go wrong?
Having a bad day since three years
Existential crisis is real
I'm drinking on playgrounds
What happened to Sunny?
Where did growing up go wrong?
Having a bad day since three years
Quaterlife crisis is real, no
I go down in thanks for waterproof mascara
Rather should take more care of my parents' daughter
I'm drinking on playgrounds
What happened to Sunny?
Where did growing up go wrong? (growing up go wrong)
Having a bad day since three years
Quaterlife crisis is real
(So I had a mental breakdown on the train and I thought
If the train derails now at least this misery would come to an end)
Written by: Julian Huisel, katie drives
