Spotlight

Put out the spotlight, I'm not used to unwanted attention. I'll ask if anything comes to mind. Opening my eyes to find I'm the only one in here. I'll hide away just in case I don't wanna be found.

And I know I can be so difficult to be around but I'm trying harder everyday.

I've been tearing pages out of the calendar this year, all those months fade into grey. I miss the colour days. You can find me in the backroom stitching my shadow to the soles of my feet, I know that clock isn't slowing for me.

And I know I can be so difficult to be around but I'm trying harder everyday to understand what goes on in my brain. I know that I can be so difficult to be around but I'm trying harder everyday.

I've lost count of the days I've spent trying to find something to make me feel all better. I keep losing my way and all I want is to be so sure that any of this will matter.

Put out the spotlight, I'm not used to unwanted attention. I'm trying harder everyday. Opening my eyes to find I'm the only one in here. I'm trying harder everyday.