i wish i hated you

hung all my clothes in the closet you made

your shoes still in boxes, i send them your way

hoping life brings you no new pain

i rearrange my memories, i try to rewrite our life

but no matter how i try to

and no matter how i want to

and no matter how easy things could be if i did

and no matter how guilty i still feel saying it

i wish i hated you

i wish that weren't true

wish there was worse to you

i wish you were worse to me

yeah, i wish i hated you

our shadows dance in a parallel plane

just two different endings, you learn to repair

and i learn to keep me in one place

so close and yet so far if only we had known from the start

but no matter how i try to

and no matter how i want to

and no matter how easy things could be if i did

and no matter how guilty i still feel saying it

i wish i hated you

i wish that weren't true

wish there was worse to you

i wish you were worse to me

yeah, i wish i hated you