Second Guessing

You're gone with the wind in an instant

Like I never even knew you at all

Ties have been cut, doors slammed shut

Can't help but pick at my skin and withdrawal

My mind has grown legs and it's running

A million miles a minute

And you're down the hall, so I heard you call

My name early this morning

But maybe I'm making shit up in my head

Again

Wouldn't be the first time, keep losing my mind

An entire lifetime of hard drawn deadlines

That I keep setting and sticking too

And now I'm drunk on a Tuesday missing you

'Cause I'm second guessing

My decisions every night

Press replay a hundred times

I, I

Swear I feel delusional

You show up in every dream

What is it with you and me?

I'm always second guessing

I'm almost used to this pit in my stomach

But I still can't stand to stomach the thought of you next to her

I should've known better, should've known you'd resent me

And I would get bitter, oh

Again

Wouldn't be the first time, I keep losing my mind

An entire lifetime of hard drawn deadlines

That I keep setting and sticking in to

And now I'm drunk on a Wednesday missing you

'Cause I'm second guessing

My decision every night

Press replay a hundred times

I, I

I swear I feel delusional

You show up in every dream

What is it with you and me?

I'm always second guessing

Everything we could've been, every word I ever said

Every look upon your face, how I careless, threw away

Every good thing that we had, everything, I want it back

I'm alright, but now I'm unsure that I can take this anymore

Second guessing

My decisions every night

Press replay a hundred times

I swear I feel delusional

You show up in every dream

What is it with you and me?

I'm always second guessing