I've been feeling trashy, nothing's getting past me

Over my head, I reach out and try to grab things

But I can't even close my hands in the way that I'd like

I'm always forgetting, never get to regret things

If I can't remember, why am I obsessing?

In a dark space off the highway

Is where you'll find me from the passenger seat

Who knew I'd get so sick, I'd get so sick, I'd get so sick

Who knew I'd get so sick, I'd get so sick, I'd get so sick

Who knew I'd get so sick, I'd get so sick, I'd get so sick

This is not a good night, baby, I don't mess around

This is a goodbye, baby, stick around find out, my clover

Growing up and growing back down, it's over

I don't really feel like it anymore

Laundry piling up in the corner, falling to the floor

I've been playing video games, doing anything to escape

All the vivid pictures in my brain, I wanna be sent away

Baby, baby, boy, where did you go?

Everyone's been searching high and low, they're all looking for you

Baby, baby, boy, where did you go?

Momma's still calling out for you, she wants you to come home

This is not a good night, baby, I don't mess around

This is a goodbye, baby, stick around find out, my love

Growing up and growing back down

This is not a good night, baby, I don't mess around

This is a goodbye, baby, stick around find out, my clover

Growing up and growing back down, it's over

Why'd you call me to start?

Why'd you want me at all?

I'm not special, I'm not the one

I'm nothing special at all