Rest in peace to whoever the fuck you were

Before you walk through those doors

Fuck you

Hey you

It's me again

Drifting through the days like a ghost that I can't defend

Unfamiliar to the world, my family and all my friends

Hiding pieces of myself I don't know how to mend

You wanna run but you scared to fall (Shut up)

You wanna touch but you can't evolve (Shut up)

You down to bleed by any means

But you can't see past the enemy in your head

You wanna scream but can't cause a scene (Shut up)

Swallow pain just to keep it clean (Shut up)

Wearing every loss, every single thought

Every fucking knot, like it's part of your name

I've been waiting my whole life

Just to live this dream transcending my comfort

And I've been waiting my whole life

Just to fight these demons trying now to

Stop my addiction

Stop my addiction

I've been waiting my whole life

Just to live this dream transcending my comfort

I may be wearing thin

I'm never giving in

It calls to me again

Swallow my demon

Die

Swallow my demon

Hey you

It's me again

Drifting through the days like a ghost that I can't defend

Unfamiliar to the world, my family and all my friends

Hiding pieces of myself I don't know how to mend

You wanna run but you scared to fall (Shut up)

You wanna touch but you can't evolve (Shut up)

You down to bleed by any means

But you can't see past the enemy in your head

You wanna scream but can't cause a scene (Shut up)

Swallow pain just to keep it clean (Shut up)

Wearing every loss, every single thought

Every fucking knot, like it's part of your name

I've been waiting my whole life

Just to live this dream transcending my comfort

And I've been waiting my whole life

Just to fight these demons trying now to

Stop my addiction

When did I build this fucking wall

I scream my lungs out but no one calls

Back to me it's agony

Is it insanity or is it me

The devils knocking at my door

I've run out of time

I may be wearing thin

But I'm never giving in

I think it's time for me

Swallow my demon

Fuck you