I thought I found love, found it in you

How could I freefall without a clue

You had a heart of an angel

But the head of a fool

And now I still miss you when I play guitar

On Saturday nights and running in Central Park

Sometimes, I think about calling

It's getting worse without you

'Cause I'm waking up in the middle of the night

Cold sweat, tight chest, and it's all clear

Now I know that it hurts the most 'cause you're not here

I'm scared of death

I'm scared of livin'

That I hurt somebody and I won't be forgiven

I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough

That I'm a little too fragile to love

I'm scared of loss

I'm scared of fighting

That I'm gonna crash 'cause I get so anxious drivin'

I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough

That I'm a little too fragile to love

But what scares me the most in the end

Is that we'll never get to try again

What if our timeline doesn't add up

You come back to find me already in love

What if you never come back home

To the city and me

'Cause I'm waking up in the middle of the night

Cold sweat, tight chest and it's all clear

Now I know that it hurts the most cuz you're not here

I'm scared of death

I'm scared of livin'

That I hurt somebody and I won't be forgiven

I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough

That I'm a little too fragile to love

I'm scared of loss

I'm scared of fighting

That I'm gonna crash 'cause I get so anxious drivin'

I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough

That I'm a little too fragile to love

But what scares me the most in the end

Is that we'll never get to try again

Are you ever gonna be the right person?

Is it ever gonna be the right time?

Are you ever gonna see that I'm the love of your life?

Am I ever gonna be the right person?

Is it ever gonna be the right time?

Are you ever gonna see you that we can take back goodbye?

I'm scared of death

I'm scared of livin'

That I hurt somebody and I won't be forgiven

I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough

That I'm a little too fragile to love

I'm scared of loss

I'm scared of fighting

That I'm gonna crash 'cause I get so anxious drivin'

I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough

That I'm a little too fragile to love

But what scares me the most in the end

Is that we'll never get to try again