If I Call

You're the best friend of my life

The rib on my side

The peace in my mind

The pleasure in my body

My body

I'm the light to your fire

Your deepest desire

The truth to your liar

But still you don't want me

And I don't want you

But maybe I do

If I call now would you pick it up

I'm breaking down can you pick it up

But you don't answer

You always answer

I'm drinking wine looking at my phone

While you're inside her I'm here all alone

I don't want this

I'm better than this

Call me your person I called you mine too

Even though I'm whole now I'm still scared to lose

Cause I was lost before you

And you were lost too

And I keep going in and out of being mad at you

Even though I know the deal I wrote that shit with you

And we both signed it

Souls aligned and everything

If I call now would you pick it up

I'm breaking down can you pick it up

But you don't answer

You always answer

I'm drinking wine looking at my phone

While you're inside her I'm here all alone

I don't want this

I'm better than this

When I needed you to cry on

You found someone else to lie on

Trusting you, I'd have put my life on

Guess I wouldn't have survived long

Now I don't know who you are

Don't know if I care

It's just messed up I thought you'd be there

When I needed you to cry on

You found someone else to lie on

If I call now would you pick it up

I'm breaking down can you pick it up

But you don't answer

You always answer

I'm drinking wine looking at my phone

While you're inside her I'm here all alone

I don't want this

I'm better than this

Oh yeah I'm better than this

Oh I'm better than this

Yeah I'm better than this

I'm better than this