Cloudy

I remember when you stuck your head out of the car

Throwing up in front of everybody

I let you use my shirt to wipe your chin and you looked up and said

Real love ain't for the weary

I don't know if my heart could take it

Losing you would be devastating

I often worry on a perfect day

Why is my head so cloudy

I'm trying to find the words to say

When nothing comes out right

There's just so much at stake

If I ask you to be mine

I want to feel the light

That radiates from your eyes

So much for blue skies

It's cloudy in my head

I hope you don't mind

I was happier before I knew what you were doing all the time

No wonder why

I can't stop thinking of you

The pressure in my head keeps aching

Love is fucking frustrating

I often worry on a perfect day

Why's my head so cloudy

I'm trying to find the words to say

When nothing comes out right

There's just so much at stake

If I ask you to be mine

I want to feel the light

That radiates from your eyes

So much for blue skies

It's cloudy in my head

I hope you don't mind

I don't know what I should do

With all these pieces that you've left me

No matter what I choose

I loose and end up us feeling shitty

I can't be my own worst enemy and be your special buddy

Man I feel like such a phony

Anyway here is me in all my glory