(Intro)

Yeah,

I don’t even know how I feel about it sometimes

It’s crazy

Yeah

(Verse 1)

Could write a book call it “Wins & Losses; Found light in Darkness”

Too cliche though, I stand out like I’m assigning parking

Less is more yeah that’s for sure

Cause I had less to start with

Crashed 2 whips the same week

I almost started walking

That’s why I move with grace

These rhymes gon always prove my fate

Just like when shoes get laced

I’m tied up in the rules I make

I’m learning through mistakes

Been dropping jewels & picked up pace

Could never rush the process

But playing the fools delays

It’s crazy chasing a purpose running in circles

Shaping your lifestyle, urgency come with a price huh

My spirit lift up when I write down, my thoughts

Alone are gems. What do you treasure in this realm?

Questions I ask myself the goal has always been to win

What if it cost ya friends? (what?)

If you don’t talk to kin?

Nobody relates to what’s within

And you do this for them? Make it make sense

My mind is pure I think

It’s all a blur I blink twice just to make sure I seen

What’s all in front of me

The presence is a gift I can’t focus on what’s behind me

The future just reminds me, time is just gon keep timing

What if I told you, you gotta draw out the silver lining?

Don’t give a f**k about who’ll sign me

I’m contemplating if it’s worth it

(Chorus)

I don’t feel the same about it no more

I don’t feel the same about it no more

(Oh no)

I’m contemplating if it’s worth it

I don’t feel the same about it no more

I don’t feel the same about it no more

(Oh no)

contemplating if it’s worth it

I don’t feel the same about it no more

I don’t feel the same about it no more

(Oh no)

I’m contemplating if it’s worth it

I don’t feel the same about it no more

I don’t feel the same about it no more

(Oh no)

contemplating if it’s worth it

(Verse 2)

Middle of writing these lines lil bro hit my line

Said that his brother crashed the benz

And that it flipped a few times

I just asked if he alive

He said “I think” and then sighed

I almost couldn’t reply **** was shook, I can’t lie

He at the ER in lobby waiting for him to arrive

The whip almost fell in the lake

Somehow it managed to stop

I’m just praying brodie okay I can’t imagine he not

Staying composed to tell his sis

Knowing she been through a lot

The last time we got a call like this she just lost her pops

She reflect back on a text he sent it said “SOS”

So caught up with work ain’t get back

Now calling to check like is he moving?

Is he breathing? Okay then prove it, is he speaking?

Crazy how the world can stop when you start to feel emotion

Suddenly what used to weigh you down

Your mind doesn’t hold it

Nothing to cope with, when reality soaks in

On facetime with brodie whip totaled

He want the album link to promote it

& I’m like

(Chorus)

I don’t feel the same about it no more

I don’t feel the same about it no more

(Oh no)

I’m contemplating if it’s worth it

I don’t feel the same about it no more

I don’t feel the same about it no more

(Oh no)

contemplating if it’s worth it

I don’t feel the same about it no more

I don’t feel the same about it no more

(Oh no)

I’m contemplating if it’s worth it

I don’t feel the same about it no more

I don’t feel the same about it no more

(Oh no)

contemplating if it’s worth it