Come on!

This life is a wasteland

Withered by every damn mistake

Can't you tell me why

I'm stuck in a world that hates me?

I'm trying and trying again

To fight these tides of misery

Yet the distant shores

Never seem to save my soul

This heart is forsaken

Torn by every defeat

Dark as the nightfall

It devours every spark of light

At this point I just won't do anything

These paralyzing rules of life

Make me question my whole identity!

Doubt - Gatekeeper of zeal

Apathy - Abductor of desire

Hate - Creator of demise

I'm manifesting my own sorrow

I'm drowning myself

In bitterness and despair

Can't you tell me how

I can get out of this misery?

Is this who I am?

A shallow voice without any passion?

I'm losing my way again

To hope and deliverance

I run away from the person I'll be

To hide from the letdown

I run away from an old enemy

The one I met in the hell inside of me

Is this god? Is this fate or is this destiny?

Or maybe, this hardship is just a part of me?

Doubt - Gatekeeper of Zeal

Apathy - Abductor of desire

Hate - Creator of demise

I'm manifesting my own sorrow

The rain soaks the ground and the pain soaks my mind

I run away from myself

As I fall to the ground, I start to pray

I stare at my face and I look in the eye of this world of mine

This reflection of my stormy soul

Doubt - Gatekeeper of Zeal

Apathy - Abductor of desire

Hate - Creator of demise

I'm manifesting my own sorrow