Self doubt had me glued to the bed

Tryna get it right at times I end up being stupid instead

I see my friend on a fence and started taking offence

If that's the company you keep then you ain't get my respect

Thought my b**** was acting bookey

So I got up and left

Weathering these storms till she ended up drenched

Say you miss me, small t******, bet you couldn't say that s*** with you chest

Gotta love you from a distance still wish you the best

I walk in to a room and change the atmosphere

All my friends trappers of bangers

There ain't no rappers here

Russian ting and she say her daddy's name was Vladimir

I just told her detka Benny Banks the only daddy here

I don't sell no c*** but I got bundles of this c***

And I put my borough on the map I should have ran for mayor

I had the world at my feet but I was unprepared

Man you either fighting demons or you running scared

Pat bought me dinner when I never had food

And I borrowed zees trainers when I never had shoes

I used to go to Shels mums so I could smoke all his zoots

But when you see you homie down I guess that that's what you do

Spent years on toms sofa I had nowhere to snooze

If me and cuzzy hit a lick we never fumble a move

You got a problem with A, I got a problem with you

You know that if we ever had it then we split it in two

Praying for protection of my energy

On worst enemy all I know is jeopardy

Good memory of all these bad memories

Treachery they do what ever for your treasury

But they can't f***** with my vision or my legacy

Approach pleasantly or pay a penalty

Physically I'm good, but I still worry bout me mentally

Problems of my own today I beg nobody vent to me

Don't ask me for no favours that you can't return

If you want some inspiration you should watch and learn

Man I'm either building bridges or I make em burn

I really been at both ends when the tables Turn

Impatient how the f*** I'm sposed to wait my turn

Anything you see me with you know I had to earn

I got to work and made it work when it wouldn't work

Ask about me I put brothers on and gave em work

When you lose it all and tryna get it back

You gon get to see who really got your back

I'm just clutching on to faith and keeping hope intact

 Coming back for everything they said I couldn't have

Bruddas moving side ways we just call em crabs

He was hungry and I fed him till he bit my hands

Either sit up in your feelings or your in your bag

I'm like all I know is packs and my pen and pad

Stuck in a cage, lost in a maze

Got to escape, losing my brain

Can you relate, food on my plate

Piece of the cake, do what it takes

Sick of the fakes, Stick in my lane, Out of my way, get you erased

Without a trace, you'd be amazed

How much I made, just in a day

Gotta get paid, bread that I brake

Carry my weight, tempting my fate

I'm going down as a great, they'll remember my name

It's like

Look in my eyes, losing my mind

How can I lie, God know I try

Eyes on the prize, don't be surprised

If I get it and slide, free all the guys

Paying the price, doing they time

J*** doing life

When rap flopped it was back to the grind

All this other s*** sit at the back of my mind

If it don't make me any money I can't give it my time

Pound signs anytime somebody ringing my line

It's Banks

Born alone die alone

Why you think that I'm alone

Love my bros but I still know the way it goes.

Streets are cold

And I'm composed and ain't afraid to eat alone

If you know well then you know

In the darkness I'm still gathering my soul

Truth be getting told

I feel like I'm getting old

Probably drop an album then il ghost

I just do my self I ain't never done the most

Big Banks