Avoiding thoughts about the afterlife

Hiding my face from the light

The window closed, no air inside

Still I try to put on a smile

But I'm not worried, I'm just okay

I washed off all my sins today

But I'm afraid

I'm afraid of letting go

Yes, I'm afraid

I'm afraid of letting you know

That I'm not ready

But soon I'll learn to say goodbye

As you sit down there by my bed

And ask me how I am today

I never thought I'd be one of those

Who cannot even say what I don't wanna do

And I'm not worried, I'm just okay

I washed off all my sins today

But I'm afraid

I'm afraid of letting go

Yes, I'm afraid

I'm afraid of letting you know

That I'm not ready

But soon I'll learn to say goodbye

I'm not ready

But soon I'll say goodbye