I always thank people way too much

I guess I'm scared of coming off ungrateful

I'm so scared to offend or seem out of touch

Like when I texted you back in April

Without punctuation

Not even two exclamations

Sometimes I get way too excited

I always get nervous that people think I'm too loud

Is it annoying if I was invited

If I say the wrong thing would you kick me out

Tell myself

That no one cares it's in my head then out my mouth

Once I open it my lips don't make a sound

Happens every time my sense of self burns out

It's not like I hate myself

I just might be a little overwhelmed

With nothing in return

I'm spiralling in my hotel

I ripped off the sheets and I slept on the ground

Just to feel secure and I wake up every night

With the taste of scared of life

My youth is paralyzed

It's not like I hate myself

I just might be a little overwhelmed

With nothing in return

Why am I always apologizin'

I'm starting to struggle with saying no

Trying to stop seeking validation

So I downplay my feelings to keep you close

It's not like I hate myself

I just might be a little overwhelmed

With nothing in return

I'm spiralling in my hotel

I ripped off the sheets and I slept on the ground

Just to feel secure and I wake up every night

With the taste of scared of life

My youth is paralyzed

It's not like I hate myself

I just might be a little overwhelmed

With nothing in return

Tell myself that no one cares

It's in my head

Then out my mouth

Once I open it my lips don't make a sound

Happens every time my sense of self burns out

Tell myself that no one cares

It's in my head

Then out my mouth

Once I open it my lips don't make a sound

Happens every time my sense of self burns out