Moment of Silence (feat. Josh Woods)

What if I told you that I didn't feel good enough and I'm broken What if I said that I'm losing my faith and been struggling coping Been stuck for a while when I look at the clock man I feel like it's frozen Then again time is just flying too quick and I'm losing devotion Truth is I feel no emotion Bottle it up and all I feel is rage And I would be lying if I looked at you and said I'm not afraid What if I never get through this shit what do I do if I can't find my way And I know that my father has been counting on me to carry our name Speaking of him man I gotta be honest We ain't really speaking these days I'm just scared that I won't get to know him before the day he fades away My family fought a lot when I was growing up, what can I say? (What can I say?) What can I say by fighting there really ain't nothing to gain I know that the sun is out there somewhere but I been living in rain Can we quit playing games I'm standing right here and I'm ready to change And mama I promise to give you the world if I make it to fame Put you both on a stage and make it so everyone's screaming your names It's times like this I see your face Wish you didn't leave this place Searching for the reason why So take a moment of silence Goodbye Give me a second I wanna say something to my little brother When you get older, your father is not gonna be with your mother I'm 23 years older than you, I know that it's kind of confusing Forget all the bullies that make fun of you, it's just for their amusement Let go of negatives seek out the light Develop yourself,you should journal and write Speak with integrity, treat women right And you don't gotta drink every typical night Being popular really ain't everything, nah, don't give in to that hype And it's okay to forgive the people that hurt you but don't give in twice And to each of my sisters I know we been drifting Our parents divorced we all moved away and the family shifted Yeah we visit on Christmas, but even the holidays different Gotta make something out of this gift that God has graciously gifted I know that the sun is out there somewhere but I been living in rain (living in rain) Can we quit playing games, I'm standing right here and I'm ready to change (ready to change) And mama I promise to give you the world if I make it to fame (ready to change) Put you both on a stage and make it so everyone's screaming your names It's times like this I see your face Wish you didn't leave this place Searching for the reason why So take a moment of silence Goodbye Oh man, Lucid, where do I even start Your music, it's amazing It's like, you really believe in what you're rapping In my opinion, it's some of the best, best music out there Keep it up TJ Give me a second, I owe an apology to a few people I regret a few things and I made some mistakes when I gave in to evil To all of my exes, I'm sorry I know I was often deceitful But after Veronica cheated, I gave up and didn't treat future girls equal I'm sorry to all that I pushed away when I fell deep in depression I never gave enough attention to people I loved so I just started ruining friendships I guess that I've taken the easy way out now by rapping confessions This a passion of mine and the only way that I can deal with my stresses Man I get emotional every time I stop and think about Taylor Still can't believe that you took your own life away just to get rid of these haters I just hope that you found some peace and serenity in your decision No one knew what you were going through then again maybe we just didn't listen To my Grammy, I wish that I said goodbye before the day that you left Not telling you how much I love you is something that I still regret But I know you're in heaven And that it's all okay One day I'll be with you, and all of my fans will be screaming my name This song is dedicated to Taylor Eller We love you And may you rest in peace