Turning to Dust

I'm turning to dust Burning up I'm turning to dust Breaking down I'm turning to dust Back inside I'm turning to dust Loosing ground And I'm waiting for the changes It's choking me up I'm draining It's turning me to dust I'm turning to dust Sinking in I'm turning to dust Killing time I'm turning to dust Dead inside I'm turning to dust Loosing ground And I'm waiting for the changes It's choking me up I'm draining It's turning me to dust Swallowing a bitter pill Feel the shame You're welcome to it Sinking in Watching I can make this go And I'm waiting for the changes And it's choking me up Without you, is turning me to dust It's still the same routine My forty days of desert Abandon everything I just faded away I found myself alone Though self condemned I know this My sentence, to dust