Knotted Constellations

I don't know what to say Well I know what I mean But I mean I don't know how to show what I mean I can't communicate What Im trying to say To somebody else probably cause I can't transfer what I am thinking about From my brain in my head to my mouth and I can't explain words that I wrote For the songs that I sing Or the lump in my throat When I I don't know when to talk Wish that there was a sign That lit up when it's time to proceed Just like at a crosswalk It'd tell me when to talk Since I can't seem to know when to speak I can't love when I can't even find Where my heart is, last time that I saw it, it was in my Thoughts I can't explain Ones I wote for the songs from my heart When my heart's in my throat And I If every thought in my mind Was a star in my head The constellations would be knotted I just need to love myself Before I go decide To love somebody else And I just need a little more time To learn how to explain What on Earth's on my mind And I just need to know when to talk But my heart's in my throat And my thoughts are a knot And I can't explain words that I wrote Cause my thoughts are a knot And my heart's in my throat I don't know what to say Well I know what I mean But I mean I don't know how to show what I mean I can't communicate What Im trying to say To somebody else probably cause I can't transfer what I am thinking about From my brain in my head to my mouth and I can't explain words that I wrote For the songs that I sing Or the lump in my throat when I don't know when to talk Wish that there was a sign That lit up when it's time to proceed Just like at a crosswalk It'd tell me when to talk Since I can't seem to know when to speak I can't love when I can't even find Where my heart is, last time that I saw it, it was in my Thoughts I can't explain Ones I wrote for the songs from my heart When my heart's in my throat If every thought in my mind Was a star in my head The constellations would knotted I just need to love myself Before I go decide To love somebody else And I just need a little more time To learn how to explain What on Earth's on my mind And I just need a little more time To decide how I feel Before I say I'm fine And I can't explain words that I wrote Cause my thoughts are a knot And my heart's in my throat