Can We Please Go Back (feat. Jared Krumm)

Broken and battered, open and shattered Since you've been gone, I feel like nothing matters Pull out my camera, I'm looking at ya I should've known I was lucky to have ya Too inconsistent, too much is missing You told me that you were sick of the distance You started bitching, I wouldn't listen Now that you're gone, I just keep reminiscing I'm rolling with models, I swear they're the baddest We start with hello then end up on my mattress But they only want me because of my status My money and fame is the thing that attracts them I know it, I know it, don't think I don't notice But my only motive is my heart is broken I don't thinking I'm coping with all these emotions Just look how I wrote this at four in the morning Is it really the end? Now can we please start again I can't accept the fact that I'ma never see you again 'Cause you were more than my girl And you were more than my friend And you were there even when I wasn't whipping a Benz And you were there even when I couldn't pay my rent You were there when I only had a couple of cents You were there when nobody knew my name yet You never wanted my money, you only wanted respect And now I'm fucking a chick that I met back in high school She might be cool but she'll never be like you I don't know why, I just keep trying to find you In every girl that I meet and say hi to I love you but I know it's not enough I'm just a cheater who's selfish as fuck This ain't the man that my momma brought up I'm so sorry I messed it all up Can we please go back to what we were? Swear I tried my best to make things work But it's not enough to erase your hurt I deceived you, didn't mean to Can we please go back to when we met? Before all the mistakes and regrets Before all the fights and all the stress That I caused you, now I lost you That night in Colombia, four in the morn' That's the first time that you looked through my phone You're punching my face and there's blood on the floor Screaming and crying and grabbing my throat Who are these girls? Who are these hoes? You got a bitch every city you go Anth you've been cheating and I didn't know While I've been here waiting for you at home You grabbed all my clothes, threw it off of the terrace Security came, I was fucking embarrassed I paid them a thousand to say they ain't hear it I just didn't wanna ruin my appearance And can you believe that we still stayed together? After that day we were broken forever I knew from that day it would never get better How could I ruin it all for some pleasure? So yes Isabella, I know this is karma Just know I loved you the moment I saw ya Thought we'd get married and have us a daughter You don't know how hard it is not to call ya Say bye to your mama Say bye to your father Say bye to your auntie Say bye to your brother Don't wanna say this but I gotta I know you're better with Robert Can we please go back to what we were? Swear I tried my best to make things work But it's not enough to erase your hurt I deceived you, didn't mean to Can we please go back to when we met? Before all the mistakes and regrets Before all the fights and all the stress That I caused you, now I lost you