Misunderstood

Yeah I'm for real And that's that soldier shit you know what I'm saying D. Major, baby You know what I'm saying, Rod Wave Sometimes, think about that shit Now this one for the pain that I felt over the years This shit ain't been the same ever since a nigga was lil' Been too much on my brain make me wanna shed a tear I be tripping, reminiscing but I'm thankful I'm still here And I'm so misunderstood this that real soldier shit I never thought I'll see the day where I could go legit I was just on the stroll with my cuzzo tryna flip Sell a O in 30 minutes he said 'You need more than this' cause we swangin' Better have your fire, I got my fire, this shit get dangerous I won't tell no lie before I die I'll go out banging Just tryna survive but this the life of a gangster It be hard to believe that I made it this far Made it when it was raining, boy that shit there left me scarred Often reminiscing about Deja, that shit hurt me to my heart Blood drove my auntie crazy cause she died right in her arms And I made it to the funeral but wishing that I didn't I been dreaming about that casket ever since I seen her in it I ain't tryna see no casket, I ain't tryna see no sentence My bitch don't understand me and my family in they feelings They say I might win a Grammy fuck a Grammy I need a million It hurt me that I hurt you can't believe the way I did you I really thought that we'd be married, move away and have some children And I can't even explain it, that shit be crazy And I'm so misunderstood if I could, then I would But I don't get it, I admit it Pain that I'm feeling, make me wanna cry sometimes ooh It make me wanna cry sometimes yeah uh And I'm so misunderstood, if I could then I would But I don't get it, I admit it while reminiscing It make me cry sometimes, ooh oh Lord knows I cry sometimes That real soldier shit though, you know that-that That pain shit don't go no where like you know what I'm saying That part be temporary, but it still be hard But sometimes I be in my feelings about this shit I'm forever a soldier that's soldier life, you know I'm saying Thug to the bone, you know I'm saying