The Last Sad Song

Uh, mhmm, ah Ooh, mhmm (Trap jumpin' like 2-3) Nah Ain't get to talk to grandma, but I know she feeling bad We lost auntie Barbara, right after we lost grandad Times gettin' harder, it be too much on my brain I know Deja's smilin', the only one who understood my pain, uh It's safe to say it's gettin' deeper 'Cause the reaper takin' my people, my dreams are gettin' cheaper But music ain't felt the same since I met Timmy and Quesha I was laying on my bed, finna write me a poem And my phone started ringing, it was homie And he told me if it ain't killing You, nigga, it's making you stronger Stay far away from fuck niggas and the Corona, and I smiled Yeah, I smiled 'Cause I been battlin' these demons since I was a lil' child Time to let 'em go I just thought I'd let you know that my heart been broke Ever since I jumped off the porch I come out that bottom I was swimmin' with the piranhas And for them commas, I would tie up a nigga momma Fueled with aggression, in the middle of a depression Bitch, I was stressin', feeling unwanted and accepted Kicked out the house Goin' back and forth with ol' girl at ol' nana couch Feelin' like fuck the world Still to this day, I can hear myself say "Get off your ass, it's time to go make somethin' shake" This ain't Hollywood, this the middle of the trenches That was the beginning, a young nigga finally did it Niggas be in they feelings, we stack that money to the ceiling I ain't left the house in two months and I made two million, so, so, so So fuck you, and fuck him too, and fuck you too Don't wanna lose control, so between you and me I was kind of hoping this could be the last sad song, ooh Yeah, yeah The last sad song, ooh Yea-yeah, ah, yeah Yeah, yeah-ah Yea-yeah dawg, yea-yeah dawg The last sad song, oh-oh-oh, mm It be the last sad song, but I know it won't 'cause Life goes on so this can't be the last Sad song You feel me? Not really verbal (On and on) I don't really talk (On and on and on) This shit be inside (On and on) When I finally get touched up in my head and it (On and on and on) All just come out (On and on, on and on and on) You feel me? (On and on, on and on and on) Real shit, ooh, mm (On and on, on and on and on) (On and on, on and on and on) So this can't be the last sad song, brrah