Hills You'd Die On

We said our goodbyes, It's been a while since we decided to go separate ways I tried to keep our paths close together but my efforts were in vein You chose to go down a proud road, you were bound to follow your fragile ego So off you went, I still recall what happened that tragic day I'm sorry for asking for the bare minimum Oh so now I'm not good enough for you That's not what I said Man fuck this I don't need this shit All you ever do is run, where are you going A strong start you had at first, then it all took a turn for the worse Your knees gave out, you hit the ground, and now your finally down to earth A fatal impact. Did it hurt? Time for a long nap in the dirt All cause you couldn't put your pride aside and try to make this work Rest in peace to who we use to be Our love now deceased. They'll tell our tale in eulogies You'd rather lose me forever than be wrong Mount Everest ain't taller than the hills you'd die on Since you've been gone I've moved onto bigger things Planted my roots into new soil cheers to new beginnings Free to be me, I've found a life worth living Embracing change yet it feels strange to have your presence missing Sometimes I find myself wondering what could have been If you stopped trying to be right and you started listening If we'd done it different would our love come to an end Or were we doomed for the tomb since the moment this began I'd say your in your way to heaven But I'm afraid that may not be true As pride is the devil And I think it has a hold on you Rest in peace to who we use to be Our love now deceased. They'll tell our tale in eulogies You'd rather lose me forever than be wrong Mount Everest ain't taller than the hills you'd die on Your soul now rests up above with sun in the sky You were my sun, you were my star, you were the light of my life I made myself smaller so you could prosper I became a vegetable for my partner Sunlights got competition I find life in your affection Who needs vitamin D when you've got codependency A one sided obsession Your my first choice I was your second When will I be your priority? I tried to wait for you to grow One dead lead won't stop me from obtaining my goals Patiently, Unheeding seed I sat in my window Wilting off a pedal everytime you never showed You made me optional and that was fair to you Knowledge was your power my opinion wasn't safe You were so obsessed with proving you knew everything How could I have blossomed when you wouldn't let me speak The sunlight you emit smells like gas to me