On My Own

One, two, three, four Wake up check my phone I got my pride on the line Hang up 'cause I don't got no time for all of my lies Makeup I try to cover up myself and disguise But I don't want to hide it feels like I can't seem to do this thing called life on my own Try my best to keep my grip not swerve off the road My sense of truth my component I just pray they don't notice Paranoia what I gotta let go Uh, I don't know where to begin I got like 2,000 people tryna point out my sins It sounds like you tryna kill me for the places I been But forget that Jesus walked with people struggling within So I guess I'm on my own now But it's okay 'cause I'm with the one who's in control now Don't hesitate to feel embraced 'cause son you home now So I guess I'm home bound Packed up my bags and told my friends no time to slow down One, two, three, four Wake up check my phone I got my pride on the line Hang up 'cause I don't got no time for all of my lies Makeup I try to cover up myself and disguise But I don't want to hide it feels like I can't seem to do this thing called life on my own Try my best to keep my grip not swerve off the road My sense of truth my component I just pray they don't notice Paranoia what I gotta let go I can't seem to do this thing called life on my own Try my best to keep my grip not swerve off the road My sense of truth my component I just pray they don't notice Paranoia what I gotta let go I'm wanting things to change I had your 2 cents in my pocket it bought nothing but shame Now I see life with range I met a Father up in Heaven and He called me by name I'm wanting things to change I had your 2 cents in my pocket it bought nothing but shame Now I see life with range I met a Father up in Heaven and He called me by name I can't seem to do this thing called life on my own Try my best to keep my grip not swerve off the road My sense of truth my component I just pray they don't notice Paranoia what I gotta let go Laytah