So Alone

I have no one to relate to All I have is my private words to escape to I sit at home going through my phone and page through my friends lists 'cause it's friendships that I once knew I didn't choose to be a loner, I just moved on and kept the distance 'cause I had dreams and they didn't All they wanted to do was smoke wild-eyed and fuck bitches But there's more to life than partying and I guess that I'm different I speak but they don't listen My heart beats but it feels friction I feel complete but there's something missing I wanna leave rap but I committed And I feel like I ain't got no one to talk to I feel like I lost myself, and I feel like I lost you They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit I tell them how I feel, they don't give a shit They don't love me, guess I'm getting sick of it Depressed I feeling alone fuck, I don't wanna get into it Like who can I talk to? The walls hear my voices and it walks through Like I talk and no one's listening I go crazy and there's no one to witness it I feel so alone, I feel so alone I feel so alone, so alone I feel so alone, I feel so alone I feel so alone, there's no one to talk to (Yeah) I'm getting pissed off cause I've been pissed on What is with y'all trying to put me down Trying to come up from the underground Gettin' the crowd wild cause my style bringin' them smiles You've been hatin', debatin' if I'm overrated havin' conversations with peers Sayin' I'm too basic and I'll never make it I will not get famous this isn't my year I don't give a fuck, I don't give a fuck All I want to do is touch your heart This is my life, I'm playin' my part I'm tryna' find light when my times get dark You don't understand, you never lived my life When you grow up seeing your parents drunk all the time Big brother gangbangin' his whole life How the fuck you think that won't affect mine? They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit I tell them how I feel, they don't give a shit They don't love me, guess I'm getting sick of it Depressed I feeling alone fuck, I don't wanna get into it Like who can I talk to? The walls hear my voices and it walks through Like I talk and no one's listening I go crazy and there's no one to witness it I feel so alone, I feel so alone I feel so alone, so alone I feel so alone, I feel so alone I feel so alone, there's no one to talk to (Yeah) I feel lonely, reality just set in And it just got harder I never had a role model so I wanna be one for my daughter 'Cause my whole life it feels like everyone broke they promise, but I'm still standin', tell my fam I got us Always workin' OT - in the studio talkin' about my problems And I promise it'll never end, It feels like I ain't never had a friend I'm not gonna lose tell 'em I came here to win I'm rappin' about my life, where do I begin? They wanna see me fall but I'm still standin' They try to put me down but I still manage They try to send threats but I don't panic I know that I'm the best, it's a bad habit Yeah, yeah They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit I tell them how I feel, they don't give a shit They don't love me, guess I'm getting sick of it Depressed I feeling alone fuck, I don't wanna get into it Like who can I talk to? The walls hear my voices and it walks through Like I talk and no one's listening I go crazy and there's no one to witness it I feel so alone, I feel so alone I feel so alone, so alone I feel so alone, I feel so alone I feel so alone, there's no one to talk to (Yeah) They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit I tell them how I feel, they don't give a shit They don't love me, guess I'm getting sick of it Depressed I feeling alone fuck, I don't wanna get into it