Thought It Would Be Easier

I always thought it would be easier After you were gone Thought I could pull myself together And do fine on my own Sometimes I do alright Then I remember how I dreamed it How I need it I thought it would be easier I thought it would be easier They never told me I'd be lonely no Torn up and wasted But when you saw something else and I Couldn't wait to taste it How was I to know About the way you were scheming Guess I must have been dreaming I thought it would be easier I thought it would be easier I found that old shirt you used to wear And it really brought me down Does she like blue like I do? I bet she gets around All I know today Is that I, I can't stand it This ain't how I planned it I thought it would be easier I thought it would be easier I thought it would be easier I thought it would be easier