One, two, three, four demons knocking at my door
Five, six, seventh day telling me to grab my rope
One, two, three, four demons knocking at my door
They telling me to come home
Yes, it feels like I've lost my soul
No, these days, I don't have control
Mum tells me, "Never lose your hope"
But these days, my heart feels so damn cold
Maybe if I go, then I can save my soul
Disconnect myself from all the pain I've caused
You know I'm sorry god, but they will never know
I said, I'm sorry god, but they will never know
One, two, three, four demons knocking at my door
Five, six, seventh day telling me to grab my rope
One, two, three, four demons knocking at my door
They're telling me to come home
Yes I've caused pain, I've made mistakes
It eats me up every day
I am ashamed in every way
I wish they were here to see my change
But it makes sense, how could they stay?
They turned the page, burnt the sage
All I can say is I'm sorry for pain
I'll always be here, in forever and near
Whoa, whoa
Why do I have no soul?
And why do I lose control?
Every time I'm all alone
Maybe if I go, then I can save my soul
Disconnect myself from all the pain I've caused
You know I'm sorry god, but they will never know
I said, I'm sorry god, but they will never know
Oh, I feel like I have to leave a message for my mother, yeah, so she doesn't think
That I've tried to kill myself or something like that
I lived through that pain, and I'm here today, and I'm glad that I stayed
And if you're listening, bro, like, there is love in this world and it gets better
