The Depths

I'm alright, now I'm down so low Heat my skin, begin my toll Wait till you see my glow Oh, oohh, ready for it? I've been movin', movin' to my hindrance Copin' to even exist till I flip that thing I tried, I tried, tried Until the illusion, keep myself distracted Come to the conclusion, don't feel satisfaction That's why I don't get my hopes up So I don't get disappointed In it for the long haul I just wish I could enjoy it Hard to believe in the Garden of Eden When a daughter of demons swallow my seed And then vomit repeatedly What if all this is just a waste of time? Hell is just outside, Heaven's just a state of mind I know I'm not stopping at Heaven Heaven is just a sad song Seeing you eat at the table Don't know why I feel so strange Everything has changed from what it once was Things change, yeah Change, yeah, change Things change, yeah, change, change Things change, yeah Close my eyes, I'll take this pain To underneath her veins, as it once was Just like it was once was Fuck what you said (fuck) There is nothing in my head (fuck) Permanent valley, I dread (fuck) Walking around, I'm drowning I'm down in the depths, there ain't no part of me left (no) Blame it on my chemical imbalance Probably cause I'm smokin' mid Feel like I'm already dead, bitch I am already dead