Roll up One

I wake up every day And I start chasin' a dream But understandin' reality Always ain't what it seems You can look me in my eyes And you can take it from me It wasn't long ago That I was out there chasin' a fiend See, my childhood was kinda split It was cool Because it was just constant chaos Like we always had a cousin In the spare room or on the couch My mother was real musically driven She was a woman that When you woke up in the mornin' Was in the kitchen singing fuckin' 'Bout dealing emotions It's easy for me To go and tell a story on a beat But sometimes I cannot see The forest for the trees And when I was young and dumb They said here the trouble comes And the way I dealt with that Was to roll up another one Come on I'm dedicated to change (To change) I've seen the darkness It could not pull me under Oh, no Some people think it's insane (It's insane) I'm out here 'stead of dreamin' A voice in my head is screamin' So I (so I) so I (so I) roll up one Oh, yeah (I just roll up one) So I (so I) so I (so I) roll up one (Yeah, roll up one) I just roll up one (Roll up one) I just roll up one The whole time I was incarcerated Every time I talked To my girlfriend on the phone I'd say, baby when I get home I'm doin' music I promise you I'll never sell crack again I'm doin' music I promise you I'm doin' music When they rolled up one I'm doin' Some days I wanna give up This shit, it gets to my head Sometimes I struggle to even go And get up from my bed I promise y'all been through it all So these people were late Sometimes I need me a brake I'm just in need of some space But the hustle, it never stops So, I just thought a plan of action But some days it's frustratin' Like traffic jams in Manhattan When I was a kid I never really planned on rappin' Hell, I never had a plan Didn't know how I'd make it happen Now, I can smell success And where there's smoke there's a fire Some days I just need a nap I swear to god that I'm tired But I can't sleep I put it all on the line Somebody like me Is somethin' that your not gonna find I made my point I'm dedicated to change (To change) I've seen the darkness It could not pull me under Oh, no Some people think it's insane (It's insane) I'm out here 'stead of dreamin' A voice in my head is screamin' So I (so I) so I (so I) roll up one Oh, yeah (I just roll up one) So I (so I) so I (so I) roll up one (Yeah, roll up one) I just roll up one (Roll up one) I just roll up one