Awkward

Why did I do this again? Feeling like I'm always stuck in my head Do I have trembling hands? Didn't want to pick up the phone Afraid that I might say something wrong Don't want to keep talking on and on and on and on I've got my head in the clouds So out of the moment Thinking 'bout what to say, I'm not even talking The silence is exhausting Maybe I'm just awkward Maybe I'm just awkward Maybe I'm just awkward Maybe I'm just awkward Maybe I'm just awkward Maybe I'm just awkward Maybe I'm just awkward I embarrassed myself again Falling over feet in front of your friend I didn't want you to notice So I tried to play it cool Laugh it off like we don't care, but it's running around in my head And I can't seem to shake what you just said, what you just said I've got my head in the clouds so out of the moment Thinking about what to say I'm not even talking The silence is exhausting Maybe I'm just awkward Maybe I'm just awkward Maybe I'm just awkward Maybe I'm just awkward Maybe I'm just awkward Maybe I'm just awkward Try to be as normal as I can But normal isn't close to who I am Everyone tries to tell me that it's easy I don't want to be ordinary I don't want to be ordinary Maybe I'm just awkward Maybe I'm just awkward Maybe I'm just awkward