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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Spencer Elmer
Spencer Elmer
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Spencer Elmer
Spencer Elmer
Lyrics
Jess Goodchild
Jess Goodchild
Lyrics
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Ben Stancombe
Ben Stancombe
Producer

Lyrics

Benji, Benji Yo, for twenty-four hours I got eighty quid I'm washing dishes in a sink, thinkin' this is it Take a step back to work out what my time costs Now take one look at my wrist, now I reply "lots" So don't ever get it twisted, oh man, I meant I'm twisted Sea sick of board games, was never good at battleships When you say you're chef and white, is that true, bro? Claim you're in the kitchen with a knife, you got no clue though And, bro, making videos has changed my life Felt after pinch myself twice just to sleep at night When I quit my old job, I wasn't eating right And it wasn't from the stress, I been eating out of bags of rice True shit, even my bank was feelin' negative I had to boost myself up to feel the benefit Father stretched his hand out, and for that I'm blessed No longer life of Pablo, pack the bags and move to west I was sick of acting stupid, had to find a meaning Hopped up on the central line, two stops And now I'm new to Ealing It's hard to find your feet when you've been down But manifest your dreams, I'm never hearing what they say now But when you deep it, tomorrow isn't real Stop waiting on the future, seize the days, secure that deal 'Cause one day you will wake and see the end for what it truly is I'd rather leave a legacy, enjoy the things it brings If I lose my mind, make sure I never forget Should I fight the time to let it get me upset? And always stay patient on things that aren't sure Can't lie on comfort on things I been taught And I can't come feeling feelings I fought I'd rather be ignored From last year, I didn't recognize myself I lost a friend, was unexpected Hurts me more, I didn't help And when I got that news I started sinking I did everything to stop myself from thinking I even turned to other things to help to sleep in But when your life's online, the pressure starts to creep in And people think they know you, but I didn't know myself Spence the cameras on, let's smile and put your feelings on a shelf Yeah, I was frozen on my bed, phone was ringing Won't believe the thoughts been circling my head So I thought I'd write it down so you can hear this People come and go, but time will heal your lowest feelings If I lose my mind, make sure I never forget Should I fight the time to let it get me upset? And always stay patient on things that aren't sure Can't lie on comfort on things I been taught And I can't come feeling feelings I fought I'd rather be ignored
Writer(s): Jack Duff, Benjamin Stancombe, Spencer Elmer Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com
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